“Whatever does not kill him makes him stronger” -Friedrich Nietzsche
In high school, the joke was I’d be in a wheelchair by 30.
In college, the joke was I’d be dead by 30.
I turned 30 just about three months ago, and I am happy to tell you I am still alive (and not in a wheelchair). Any of you who know me know that I don’t lead what you would call a reckless lifestyle. And if you’ve known me for a while, or been through a Good Form Running clinic that I’ve led, you know that my body doesn’t exactly have a history of durability.
I’ve had my run of injuries: anything from concussions to strained muscles to sprained ligaments and almost everything in between. The big joke isn’t that I’ve been injured so much, but more that I’ve spent so little time being healthy. I’ve actually had a pretty good spell over the past couple of years, and Good Form Running has been a big part of that. However, my body does not limit itself to running injuries.
This past winter my brother talked me into joining him on an indoor soccer team. (Sidenote: I’m NOT good at soccer. Something about the coordination of running and kicking and looking around just doesn’t work in my brain. I got cut from middle school soccer both years I tried out. MIDDLE SCHOOL! Everyone makes the middle school soccer team! I guess they just didn’t have room for a doofus who continually tripped over the ball…) Knowing my history, and the fact that I was training for my first half-marathon, I was hesitant. But, he had recently moved back to West Michigan from the Bay area, and I thought this would be a good way to hang out together. Plus, as I mentioned, I had been having pretty good luck lately. (Another sidenote: is it really good luck if I’ve just been avoided anything other than running or cycling? Hindsight is 20/20) So, I decided to go for it. In the first half of the first game, our brother-in-law-to-be sprained his ankle and was out for the season. I started to get nervous.
The season went along, and I had no problems other than being sore in places I had forgotten about. Our last game was a Tuesday night, 5 days before my half-marathon. Things were going well, and this game was for 2nd place in the league (no thanks to my ballhandling). About halfway through the second half I trapped the ball in our end as an opponent was fast approaching. As I tried to decide what to do, he reached me, and did not respect my need for more time. He clearly subscribes to the theory that the quickest way between two points is a straight line, so he attempted to kick the ball through my foot. He was unsuccessful, unless his goal was to get me out of the game. In a very heroic manner, I limped to bench, calling for a sub. Instead of just getting some ice and sitting the rest of the game out (I am, after all, a man), I “walked it off” and came back into the game a mere 3 minutes later. Adrenaline carried me through the rest of the game, and we won. I had a good feeling that it would feel better in just a couple of days. I have LOTS of experience with sprained ankles, and this one didn’t seem so bad.
It was worse than I thought.
The reason I’m telling this tale today is that I have had a rough couple of weeks. Every morning upon waking up, the ankle felt as stiff as it did the day after my half-marathon nearly 6 months ago. I’ve had what I would consider 3 major injuries in my life thus far, and each of them was an ankle sprain that hung around for at least 6 months. The first was caused me to lose my entire senior track season, and highly influenced my decision to not run competitively in college. The second happened about 5 years ago playing soccer with a bunch of 5-year-olds (I told you I’m not good at soccer) and was the impetus behind my gaining 30 pounds in the 52 weeks I could not walk without a limp and, eventually, getting back into running. I still don’t know what path that this injury is taking me on. I know that I am stronger in many ways than I have ever been before, and I know that most days on which I want to run, I am able to warm it up and run without pain. But it’s those first few steps in the morning as I climb down the stairs like a toddler that keep me humble. Perhaps I’ll never know what it’s like to jump out of bed and hit the ground running, but I will continue to do what I need to do to stay active, to grow stronger, to be better.
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