Am I Ready for This?
Every school year begins the same for me. I spend the week before school starts in meetings. Anyone who has attended regular work meeting knows that they can sap energy from even the most energetic. School meetings are no different. After the meetings are over, I still need to set-up my classroom, make copies for the first few days of school, get books ready for students, and about 947 other things. Fitting in a twenty-miler is just one more thing on the list.
On the first day of school, I never feel ready. I typically wake up around 5 a.m. to go in to school. I do this because I feel like this way I’ll have a couple hours to finish up any last minute things I need for opening day.
Then, before I know it, kids are rolling in to the class and I’m on. On the first day, I’m on from 7:45-2:43. When I say, “ON,” I mean I’m buzzing 100 m.p.h. trying to get kids up to speed on how we’ll run our class while getting to know them, learn 150 new names, and introduce myself a little. I leave aroud 4:00 feeling hoarse and zombie-ish. The second day is similar.
No matter how much I try to get ahead, I never feel ready for the first week. As someone who strives to be over-prepared, this is a nerve-wracking experience.
A few of you may have similar feelings on race day. Some of you maybe choose not to race because you’re “not ready.” Sometimes there are things in life that you’ll never feel “ready” for. Starting school, having kids, changing your life. If you wait until you’re ready, you’ll never start.
My advice: you’re ready. Even if you’re not, sometimes you just need to get the ball rolling if it’s something you want.
Now, I’m not encouraging you to have a child if you’re 19, unemployed, and trying to go to college. I’m just saying, if you’re at a reasonable stage in your life and want kids, waiting until you feel ready could be an endless wait.
Similarly, if you’ve been running for a few months and consistently run two miles a few times a week, you’re probably ready for a race. Not a marathon, but a race. Especially for your first race, don’t wait until until you feel ready. I’ve done a dozen marathons, and I frequently don’t feel ready on race day. I am ready, but I don’t feel like it.
The first day of school is like that, too. I’ve survived twelve of them as a teacher now. I still don’t feel ready for it, but I am.
When it comes to something life-changing, get yourself as ready as you can and go for it. Don’t wait until you feel ready, you might not.







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