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Frustration: It’s a frustrating thing

Lately I’ve been frustrated. It doesn’t make me love my job or my family less, it’s simply a part of being human. The key, of course, is finding a healthy way to deal with frustration. Usually, I run. But what happens when running is one of the things that is frustrating?

I’ve been dealing with a nagging issue. I don’t want to call it an injury, because I’m not sure that’s what it is. Of course, I am not a doctor, nor a physical therapist, and I recognize that self-diagnosis has extended the frustration for me before, but I am stubborn and will not make the time to get things checked out. With that said, and with what I do know, it seems to be more of a muscular imbalance than a true injury. Sure, that might be the same to you, but for me, the label “injury” means something that I don’t want to deal with (mentally or physically).

When the thing that is your best medicine for frustration is a major source of frustration where do you turn? If I had a definitive answer, I would not still be frustrated. I have been working on balancing my perceived muscular imbalance, and that has helped. However the benefits are short-lived. Whereas a good run can keep me feeling good for a couple of days, the mental benefits of what I have been doing this week seem to wane in a couple of hours. Yes, it’s keeping me from boiling over, but it hasn’t been the cure. Life ebbs and flows like a babbling brook that rushes like a river, and maybe this is just a season in which the water level is high. Or maybe the key lies in the quote below:

“To conquer frustration, one must remain intensely focused on the outcome, not the obstacles.”    -T.F. Hodge

Which way is your arrow pointed?

“When you’re a competitive runner in training you are constantly in a process of ascending” (Parker 198).

Read Once a Runner and Again to Carthge, then go for a run.

This quote is from John L. Parker’s Again to Carthage. Quentin Cassidy says it as he’s looking over his old training logs. He’s ruminating on the rarity of this state.

There aren’t very many parts of my life where I’m constantly ascending. Sure. I try to be a good guy. A good dad. A good teacher. I have my good days when I’m getting better and better, but you can bet that I also have my days where I’m failing.

A marathon training cycle is one of the few places where my arrow is pretty consistently pointing up. This hit me this week when I was running a track interval workout. I ran 3200 meters at 6:35/mile, 2000 meters at 6:15/mile, 1600 meters at 6:00/mile, and 1000 meters at 5:44/mile. Each of these had a mere 2:30 recovery.

I say this not to brag (well, maybe I’m bragging a little bit) but to point out that a month ago I would have puked way before I finished that workout.

This is one of the reasons I love the marathon and the training that goes into it. I’m still pushing the boundaries of what I can do. I can see improvement throughout the course of the training cycle. It’s an area where I can always be chasing excellence.

It gives me hope that I can try to swing my arrow upward in a few more areas of my life. Isn’t that a great thing about athletics? It allows us to find bravery and hope within.

Becoming a Spiritual Runner

What are your goals as a runner? I’m not asking about times and PRs. I’m also not trying to answer the deepest of all running questions, “Why do you run?” I’m more interested in the mindset you bring to running. I’ve recently been reading Running: The Sacred Art by Warren A. Kay. This is a highly meditative tome regarding how to make the daily run a more spiritual experience. The author draws connections between running and many different faiths.

Each chapter asks the runner to reflect on a different spiritual aspect of running. Some runners communicate. They use the running time to pray. Other runners meditate or think about a certain spiritual truth. Still another purpose of running is to experience God. Within the chapter, Kay asks probing questions and recommends journaling about them. At the conclusion of the chapter, Kay provides exercises and a focus for the next run.

I’ll admit, sometimes I carry out the focus during my run, and sometimes I get distracted or zone out. Still, I do often find my runs to be spiritual experiences either inherently or through practice.

I’m curious, though. Do others have luck building more spiritual practices into their runs? Can meditation during a run be forced or is it like that elusive runner’s high that comes only when it will come?

Incorporating Kay’s suggestions and ideas into my runs has added time with God to my day. It was easier to build prayer into my run than some of the other spiritual aspects, though. Experiencing God’s wonder was challenging as I ran through traffic. I felt that exercise would have been more apt on a snowy, wooded trail. I guess that is a lesson in itself. Perhaps I should seek more natural setting for some of my runs.

Sorry this blog post has been somewhat rambling. I do encourage you to use your running time (at least occasionally) to consider the spiritual world around you. Many of you probably do this unconsciously if you go for a run when you are feeling troubled. Next time, approach it purposefully and see how it enriches your run.

TransRockies training gear

For a hopeless shoe geek like me, no explanation of training would be complete without mentioning the footwear, apparel and accessories that made it possible (I’ve been a shoe geek most of my life and can remember marveling at the tread of the adidas SL-72 and being excited to get the Sears knock-off version in elementary school).

After re-reading that first paragraph, I realize many people do not share my enthusiam for shoes, so I’ll get back to that later.

Compression shorts and tights are magic! You can believe the hype on compression gear. In Wisconsin, I put on compression socks and tights after every run and wore them the next 4-6 hours. The following week I was slogging through each day feeling pretty blah. One night at Gazelle, Ken Sung asked me if I was using compression gear. I told him that I had for the previous week, then realized I wasn’t using it during my “recovery” week. If you’re serious about training hard and long, you need this stuff.

Hydration/nutrition on the run is vital both for training and the 113 mile race. I found the Nathan Elite 2VPlus to be ideal. The two 22 oz. bottles are positioned at roughly 45 degrees to the belt, which is a very comforatable angle. There is a large enough zippered pouch between them that holds the jacket, hat, gloves and space blanket every runner is required to carry during the TransRockies. Two more zippered pouches can be moved to any place on the belt and can hold plenty of GU, Cliff bars, keys or toilet paper.

Endurox and Accelerade have been my favorite post workout recovery choices for a long time. Chocolate Endurox became my main choice most of the summer. Mixed full strength it gives a whopping 270 calories per 12 oz. Between that and GU (just plain flavor), I’ve been able to injest close to 1000 calories per 20 miles (by taking a 30-45 second walk break every 15 minutes to drink 6-8 oz.). Normally, I would find that pretty extreme, but I havn’t bonked on a long run all summer.

Sportwax is indespensible. I think that speaks for itself.

Smartwool socks are a given. One small blister over the last 11 weeks. It came in Wisconsin from all the the downhill running.

Now for the shoes. I’m a biomechanically efficient runner (at 44 years old, I’m a shuffler) and have always been able to wear pretty much any shoe. My preference leans toward middle to lighter weight neutral cushion types. My footwear collection is vast and deep and I usually don’t wear the same shoe more than once per week. However, I found my self reaching for the same three models for most of my training.

The Brooks Glycerin – great feel for the road with a nice heel to toe transition.

Saucony Triumph – This year’s version is a bit heavy, but they lowered the heel a touch and the ride is fantastic (I’ve run in the previous two versions and like this one best).

adidas Adistar Ride – A little beefier then I would usually go for, but a wonderful cushioned shoe to put on when my legs are feeling beat up.

Brooks Cascadia – Still the holy grail of trail shoes. I picked up a pair near the end of my training to use for the race.

La Sportiva Crosslite – I consider this to be a racing version of the Cascadia. I’m bringing it along for the shorter days. It’s so sleek and light, just putting it on makes you feel fast.

Coming off the bench, the Saucony Ride. This shoe is an old friend and found its way into the mix now and then.

Too much of a good thing: the Saucony Kinvara. This very cool shoe came in late June. I got a pair and ran for an hour in them the first day. They were awesome, but just too light for what I was doing. I’ll look forward to putting them to good use in September.

TransRockies Training part 2

The first week in July, I used our annual family trip to Baraboo, WI to see if I could sustain the kind of effort needed to run 113 miles in six days.

The area where we stay is just outside Devil’s Lake State Park, situated among the steep bluffs of South Central Wisconsin. I have a favorite 7 mile loop that includes two miles of uphill on one side and two miles of downhill on the other and planned to make it my primary route.

The first day I ran 21.5 miles, averaging 1:17 per loop while carrying 40 oz of fluid which I refilled after each loop. Slow, to be sure, but survivable.

Day two was 16.5 miles through the Steinke Basin and over the East Bluff of Devil’s Lake. It took 3:38 which was horribly slow, but climbing and descending the East Bluff was often little more than a walking scramble over the granite boulders, roughly set as a path.

I split up day three with 11 miles of mostly flat running early in the morning and 6 hilly miles around noon. It was a good break.

Day four began with the 7 mile loop in the rain, then a pit stop and change of socks followed by the 16.5 mile Steinke Basin/East Bluff route. Wet granite rocks are very slippery and the 23.75 miles took 5 hours, but the legs held up nicely.

On the fifth day I ran the 7 mile loop three more times. It took just over 4 hours and the quads grumbled the last two miles downhill to the finish, but I got it done.

5 days, 100 miles.  A PR! In the last 15 years, I don’t think I’ve broken any PR’s. I’ve done several 100 mile weeks over the years, but always in 7 days. Even though it was all very slow, it was still 100 miles. I took the next day off and felt good enough to run 7 miles the day after that giving me 107 for the week.

Three weeks later I followed up an 80 mile week with 115 miles in six days, running the final 15 miles in 2:07 (which was 2 minutes faster than my embarassing Riverbank Run 25k in May). I was very pleased with my effort and e-mailed my accomplishment to by teammate Bryce. Turns out he got 125.  Go team.

The final two weeks included three days of a Cross Country preseason mini camp with my women’s team. I ran harder than I have all summer trying to keep up with them. I didn’t feel fast, but sure felt strong. I’m really looking forward to this taper!

TransRockies Training part 1

With time being the main consideration for my TransRockies training, the first four weeks were spent trying to get in as many hours as possible without running myself into injury.

The idea was to combine a lot of cycling and gradually increase the time spent running. After three weeks, I did 2 two-hour runs and had managed to put in eleven hours between the bike and the run. I also included two sessions of squats per week, knowing I’d need all the strength I could get to absorb the thousands of feet of downhill running.

With four weeks of base completed, I set out to test myself to see if this endeavour had a realistic chance of success.

TransRockies

Since joining the Gazelle herd in 1990, it has been my pleasure to represent the store over the years. From the crazy Kalamazoo Corporate Olympics back in the day to the River Bank 25k team competitions and Triple Crown races, most of my PR’s happened in a Gazelle Sports singlet.

When parenthood and coaching became full time jobs, training and racing tapered off until my racing consisted of a token 25k at the River Bank Run every May and an even worse Cornerstone Alumni & Friends 5k homecoming race in October. Two years ago the 100k became my focus. The two dozen marathons and one 50k on my resume did little to prepare me for the challenge for covering 62 miles at one time.  I told my long suffering wife that if I could eventually do a 100 miler in 24 hours, I’ll be done with this madness. After watching me race for 26 years, I don’t think she believes me.

In May, after my worst River Bank Run in many years, I found myself explaining to people why I didn’t have enough time to train adequately, but it sounded like a hollow excuse. Then at the end of the month the opportunity to do the TransRockies Run came along. I was wandering through 15 to 20 miles a week and knew I’d have to get my training going as quickly as possible. After some research of the event and an enlightening (actually a reality check) conversation with Marshall Randall, who did the race last year, I decided my training should be more about time than distance. The 2009 Gazelle team took 22 hours. At the very least, I needed to be able to run that much in six days.

Use Vacation for Something Else

If you frequent the Holland Gazelle Sports you may have noticed that I haven’t been around to assist you in your Body Glide or shoe buying needs. I have moved on from the Gazelle team to embark on a new-post-grad life. However, I do still love to run and write so the great folks in administration at Gazelle have allowed me to continue blogging! (Can I get an AMEN?!)

I haven’t written in a while because I have been traveling. I’m currently in Long Island, NY but have been spending a lot of time in New York City, Brooklyn, Queens, a few trips to Coney Island and the Bronx. While I’m on vacation I like to be able to not only relax and visit amigos but I want  to taste the local faire and not feel guilty about indulging myself a little bit.

Overall I’m a fairly healthy eater, but I do love a slice a pizza, a burger and fries, perhaps even a Nathan’s Hotdog from the original hot dog stand on Coney Island, okay, maybe two of those, I had one at the Yankee game last night too. But my body still craves a good run or work out while I’m vacationing and overindulging myself. It’s hard to get in the same kind of run or work out I would get at home, but I can try and at least get moving with a couple miles under my feet.

My friend that I was staying with in Brooklyn pointed me and my running shoes South and told me to run until the brownstones got big and fabulous and then turn around and head back to his near-Chinatown neighborhood and that would give me a few miles for the morning. By the way, those big fabulous houses are, according to my friend, the present day Mafia—so as long as I wasn’t stepping on any toes in that ‘hood I should be fine.

Somehow running in a new neighborhood is exciting and exhilarating. I feel so free and aware of my surroundings when I pass by people and places I’ve never seen before, stores and coffee shops catch my attention and make me want to try them after my shower. So that’s what I do—take note of the cross streets, run home (literally) shower and get back out the door to try the Hong Kong Asian blended bubble tea with tapioca bubbles for $2.50! (Kinda weird, not sure if I actually liked it or just liked it because it was new to my taste buds.)

Summer time is a time for family vacations, travel and exploration. Use your time in a new place to discover something else! Take 30 minutes to yourself to run out your vacation craziness and find something great you wouldn’t have seen from the road via car/bus/family outing.

More to come on my Long Island backyard yoga session from yesterday and my nude beach experience that I’ll be having this afternoon!

To run, or not to run…

So I sit here, 7 am waiting. I can hear the clouds rumbling angerly outside my window as I pour my coffee and peel my banana. I sit in my front deck porch wondering what the weather is going to decide to do: rain now, hold off for a few hours, sprinkle and pass us by like a dandelion blowing in the wind. Whatever mother earth decides to do is going to determine when and how far and if I run this morning—I’ll wait it out for now, the lightning is beginning.

Don’t get me wrong, running in the rain can be liberating. As long as it’s warm, the wind isn’t blowing drops in your eyes blinding you, and you don’t mind getting wet. When out in the rain, it can be a powerful experience: mud splashing up on your calves, shirt drenched and sticking to your skin, water dripping from your chin…it’s great! Sometimes I pretend to be some sort of warrior Goddess running through the streets. But at what point do you need to come in from the storm and seek shelter? The last thing you want to do is put yourself in danger just to get some miles under your feet.


Some runners say, “there is no breaking point, I’ll run through anything.” Others opinions range from only running in dry weather, only running in light, warm rain, only running rain and thunder, no lightening, others believe that anything is fair game. I urge you to look at the weather before you hit the pavement, watch the radar over a cuppa joe and make sure you’re not going to get stuck in a down pour/hail storm/near flood 4 miles from your house trying to keep your I-pod dry and duck for cover in the darkness of 5am when the streets are virtually empty and there is no gas station near by to hide in… not that I have any experience in an event like this…

In other words, utilize your resources, don’t run in lightening, and every once and while bring out the tribal Goddess/God in you and run like a free-spirited kid through the light summer rain, you’ll like it—I promise!

Need a buddy?

Like to run? Getting tired of listening to Lady Gaga, or Jock Jams on your I-pod? I totally understand. Running alone can get, well, lonesome. And not to mention that some of the best relationships are built over pounding out the miles while pounding out some of life’s hardest decisions with a good friend, (or someone that could become a good friend.)


Not everyone is surrounded by a family of runners, or friends that enjoy putting their body through what us runners love to do, sweat, spit and work hard. So this is why Gazelle Sports is starting a very casual, very un-intimidating, and very easy to join running group.

Here’s all the information you need:

-Begins July 6th at the HOLLAND STORE and continues every Tuesday there after (be there, or be square!)
-Oh yeah, Don’t be late: 5:45pm
-But if you are late it’s okay, we won’t judge, just come inside, grab a map from the cash wrap and get going on the prepared route.
-Don’t dehydrate: Gazelle will supply H2O and the route.

The rest is up to you. Meet some new people, don’t be afraid to talk to them, share some stories, try to solve world hunger and figure out the meaning of life. You are out there to inspire and motivate one another, be each others therapy on the fly** , each person is just as important as the next to keep the others going.

THEN when you’re done come back inside and tell me about it. Chances are if we’re not busy doing shoe fittings we’d love to hear how your run went, what races you’re preparing for and what you think we should do about the oil spill off the coast.

Runners are a community–a chatty community! Join it, create it, and love it! See ya on the road.

**Running is not to replace any therapy put in place by a Doctor, but any and all exercise helps.